Saturday, September 28, 2013
So heyyyyy, how long has it been? Few years now, i'm 17 now, yeah its been 3 years. So how are you feeling? Currently emotional and sad. Our friendship was at its highest peak in sec 2 i guess or sec 3. You know years passed, lots happened. I feel sad about it. No matter how much i wanted or how much i wished. It will never be the same ever again. I have made lots of people sad. I grew cloer with Sharania and Aish was sad. Then i made Sharania sad by not being there for her. Of course, i got hated by Larissa at one point of time. How much trouble ive caused everyone. Then now, i went and do something stupid that no one asked for it. I created a blog for all of us. No one asked. No want wanted. But i went ahead and created one. And i thought that if i create one, people would type out their problems there, and we will encourage each other, support each other. And of course i told them about it on whatsapp, i don't think anyone bothered. Well at least Eccleshia replied. And what, i spent like 3 hours yesterday first doing a wordpress website but it was confusing so i changed it to a blog. But you know, sometimes no one appreciates what you do. So what if you put in effort in doing it. Its not like anyone would care. Then i looked at my blog's Tagboard and i see how lively it was, Sharania, Aish, Han Yi, Gloria, Ching Yen, Cherlyn even Tiffany all talked to me. And i realised how i have ignored people. Only focusing on talking to Cherlyn and Sharania. You know, i regretted it so much now. Even thou you all were so friendly to me. I didn't bother at all. I am sorry. I want to apologized to you all. So you know, its just gonna be me and this blog. Its time to revive you, haha, sorry for not posting for so long. I guess everyone's changed. Hate to admit it but yeah. So this will be the starting of my life's journey, and see how our friendship will evolve along the years. So, bye bloggy, i'll be back! :) |
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